Figures shift in haze. Yellow light. Cold. Smell of cortisol, antiseptic. Lines threaded through your spinal column.
Fingers move inside your back.
Incursion. Threat.
Get up.
[Can’t.]
Full-body lockout. Like sleep paralysis. [All you can do is twitch.] Fingers still moving in your back. Crawling. Insects. Centipedes. [Centipedes are not insects. Predatory arthropods belonging to class Chilopoda subphylum Myriapoda.] No pain. Only twitching discomfort.
There should be pain.
Stop.
[Centipedes.]
[Please stop.]
Pressure. Warmth. Base of your skull. Splay of fingers across skin.
Little circles against your nape.
Handler.
Handler’s voice. 3-1. All-clear. Ease. Trigger punches through the haze. Received. Safe. Struggling ceases.
Lines in your upper spinal column are Handler’s. Body lockout is Handler’s. Necessary, then. Hard to understand. [Anaesthetic.] Necessary, too. Handler.
That’s it. Good.
Pad of Handler’s thumb. Circles against your nape.
Still.
Safe.